July 2010
9 posts
Strength, hope, love, sorrow...
The four things that let you know you’re really living life.
Love isn't always comfort
I just want to feel a good, solid comfort.
Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are...
I could really use a wish right now, wish right now….
I don’t know what’s right and wrong anymore. I just want to care, but I want to not care. I just feel so bad all the time. I don’t know what to do, how to act. I don’t even know what to wish for. Maybe to not be so confused or lonely. I don’t think I could be happy with anyone right now, honestly. As much...
I’ll always hate how excited my friends are to go away to school, to go away from me. Sometimes, I just want to know someone really misses me.
After all this time
You’re still my star, and I’ll still be your sky.
I have a feeling...
That my dreams will be dedicated to my impossible hopes this week.
That’s ok, because I love those dreams.
I want a husband....
…who will play catch with my son in our back yard. That’s all.
Weekends have become my whole life. I just wait for the next weekend to come now. The rest of the week can go away. I don’t care about it.
I know
I’m not the prettiest, and I have a really chaotic life. Nothing is how I want it.
But for once, I would like to just not be heartbroken all the time.